• herpangina

    i have been sick since monday morning, march 27th. i woke up at 5:45am, needing to leave the house at 6:30am to arrive at work at 7am. one boss had an early meeting and the other was on a business trip, hence the early hour. the alarm went off and as soon as i stepped out of bed, i felt like i was going to throw up. i told myself to just keep moving and it would go away. i honestly rarely feel good in the morning anyway. so i got in the shower, again feeling like i was going to throw up. i got out and sat on the…

  • testing

    we just found out yesterday that the medical testing our kids need is happening today. it’s finally happening. we also found out yesterday their permanent custody hearing is the beginning of next month. if the state gets permanent custody, they’ll be legally free for adoption. do you know yet about God’s perfect timing? it’s more real to me now than ever. Who foretold this long ago, Who declared it from the distant past? was it not I, the LORD ? and there is no God apart from Me, a righteous God and a Savior; there is none but Me. isaiah 45:21

  • life is like…

    a snow globe. josh and i went to see narnia saturday night. not sure that has much to do with this post, but the snow globe thought came to me on the ride home. josh appeared to be in deep thought. and even though most times i ask him what he’s thinking he says, “nothing”, i asked anyway. actually, i asked if he was in his “nothing box”. he said, “no, it’s just that there’s a lot going on right now.” and he’s right. there’s been a lot going on. a lot that we can’t wrap our minds around. a lot we haven’t planned for or ever imagined would happen.…