• tears

    oh, how badly i wish i felt ready to post a photo of the kids. you have to see their precious faces to fully get how great this is. and tonight, as i looked into the eyes of our 17 month old, the greatness of it all hit me. as i was diapering and lotioning him after his bath, and he was saying “da da da da da da da”, my eyes filled with tears. i held back crying because i didn’t want to scare him, but inside was a full cry. my heart was crying out, “my God, look what You have given me.” and i feel so unworthy.…

  • welcome back

    and welcome to my new home at wordpress. my husband says it’s better than blogger, and the good wife i am, i listen to him and allow him to switch me over. haven’t learned it all yet, but i’ll work on it. i am torn. half of me can’t believe it’s been so long since i have blogged. the other half of me can’t believe i am blogging now. so much has happened since the last post. the kids have been home for two and a half months now and life has changed immensely. things have gotten easier. at least most days. there are still moments i wonder what in…