happy mother’s day. my second one. i can hardly believe it! today also happens to be the day our kids came home, one year ago. can hardly believe that too! does it seem like it’s been a year? well, yes. there are days it seems as if our children have always been here. days i do not question how i feel about them. our choice to adopt them. our choice to adopt at all.
but, somedays, it doesn’t seem like it’s been a year. somedays i look at these precious little beings and wonder where they came from. sometimes it feels like i still don’t know who they are. somedays it feels like i can’t make it another day.
and then i wake up today and come downstairs to three smiling faces. three little ones who are excited to celebrate mother’s day, because i am their mom and we are a family. and i got great gifts. hugs and kisses and cards. two pink spatulas, a new set of pink mixing bowls, and a new 5qt. kitchen-aid mixer. we are one of those couples who didn’t register for one when we got married and a few years ago i wished i would have. so, josh made that happen today. it was totally unexpected and will be very much enjoyed. and orville really likes the bowls.
so how do you top that off? why a day at the zoo of course! but not with your own children. oh no! they have to be penguins instead!
and now that the children are children again, do you think we could get a family picture with grammy and gramps? well, we could try. and we did get a good one but i thought it would be more fun to post one of our attempts.
to those of you who are mothers today, happy mother’s day. to those of you who want to be mothers and are not, i have been there. i know what you are going through and i promise when you are on the other side of where you are right now, you won’t regret the road you’ve taken to get there. and for those of you who have lost children, like our children’s biological mother, your children are in good hands and we love them dearly. and we thank you for your gift.