• the middle

    there’s a beginning-when they came. there’s an ending with two options- 1. they stay 2. they leave here in the in between time, it’s so hard. i’ve been listening to this song, the middle, by bebo norman. “i don’t wanna go home now stuck here in the middle alone now everybody’s singing their song now but i’m not ready for this i’m not trying to run away from this beautiful life i’ve been given i’m not looking for freedom maybe just a little meaning here in the middle alright, everybody says i’ll be alright everybody says it’s a good fight i’m not seeing it now” we took the baby this…

  • do you trust Me?

    no. nope. no, i don’t. because lots of things are happening that i’m not sure about. lots of visits with lots of people. and i’m not sure any of us are safe in this. and i’m not sure You’re going to keep me safe. do You remember when i sang to You “i lay me down i’m not my own, i belong to You alone”? i think i want to take that back now. and do You remember when i asked of You “Spirit lead me where my trust is without borders, let me walk upon the waters wherever You would call me. take me deeper than my feet could…