he’s gone again.
and it’s not any easier this time around.
how long o Lord must my hands be open in this way?
how long must i carry this ache in the depths of my heart?
i feel stuck.
almost as if life cannot move on while he is away.
but it does.
everything just keeps moving forward.
he moves forward too.
and i have to trust You.
more than i did before he left.
more than i want to.
is that the reason this is happening?
is that the reason things change so drastically?
so we trust You more?
so our faith increases?
so You become more
and we become less?
the joy of You Lord is my strength.
please flood our home and our hearts with Your peace.
please flood where he is and his heart with Your peace.