two weeks ago i was diagnosed with thyroid cancer.
honestly, we thought we already had enough going on.
we thought we were already pretty far away from the safety of the shore.
we thought we were already deep enough.
but apparently not.
now we are going deeper.
being led farther.
there is no script for this.
we don’t really know how to feel.
this always happens to someone else, but now it’s happening to me.
there isn’t really a good way to share this news. there really isn’t a right way.
just like the doctor said, “it is cancer”, i’ve been having to say, “i have cancer”.
we don’t know why it’s here.
but we trust Him. still.
and i’m praying that i don’t take my eyes off of Him.
i don’t want to lose sight of Him.
so we move forward.
we take the next step. only the very next step.
for us, there is no script for this, though God has the storyline perfectly penned.